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Glad people have no problem voicing their opinions, after all they are entitled to it. It’s what makes “stupidity” a disease because people run with others ideas of life and how to live it. People need to rely heavily on Jehovah God and his principles found in the Holy Scriptures for things like true friendship qualities, finding a mate, getting married and staying married, solving indifferences, raising our kids and others. Stop “googling” your life! Another thing, there is nothing wrong with complaining because we are not immune to what others in the world go through plus we have emotions and we are entitled to those. Otherwise if we had no emotions or didn't show them how can people help you, like a good saying: “A closed mouth don’t get fed.” Just think no happiness or sadness, thank God we aren't designed like that just nothingness. Maybe some people like to weep behind closed door or when no...

I have been away from the doctor for about a week now and haven't heard my results. I still have minor digestion pain and not enough to qualify for another crazy pill. I don't know how I am fairing. I have good days and watch what I eat. I don't eat fast food ever. I just eat regular homemade food. My husband gives me good advice. I don't know. I just fear hearing another sad story. Doctors have changed. I hear more and more stories about Doctors pushing medicines on people just to get paid and not really taking care of the people in need. I miss my Doctor Wayne D Meech. He was my grandmother's and mother's doctor and he was my doctor. Three generations, he has seen in my family. He has retired and hopefully living well and beyond his years. He was the best doctor. He did what was needed not unnecessary. I hate to see another doctor because the side effects of medicine we take can sometimes be lasting and you don't know the damage done until ti...

Sorry I haven't been blogging everyday. So, allow me to provide an update on life. My Health: I am eating again. No, fast food and if so I am limited it to only twice in one month if that. I can't stomach barbecue sauce or citrus things. It does something weird to me but I dont know. I leave it alone. I can tolerate ranch and milk products. I dont get heartburn from foods and now I can swallow very well. I do eat stuff with probiotics that is the good bacteria for your stomach. I am feeling great and healthy yet again. We all know who to thank our heavenly Father Jehovah God for carrying us through. My Marriage: Tomorrow will be the official three months of being married to Jonathan. It's been great! We have discussed more things as times passes, such as future planning for kids, where we want to live, our debts and financial planning, and other things that most forget about in their first year of marriage. Lately, we have spent more quality time together. I ...

Just stormed out my house, the only things I have in my coat pockets are my house keys, comb, a dollar, and my phone. I'm very angry... I'm trying my hardest not to let silly things get to me; but when you insult my slang (way of speaking), my hometown, my husband you crossed one too many lines or you passed the point of no return. Sorry, I seem so violent or mean-spirited but this week has been full of good things and bad things . I'm starting to overcome my feelings of eating. I have been feeling bad side effects because of other new medicine I'm taking. I treated myself to a new wallet and I had a 18 minute massage for only $9. I was just having a grand time with my husband earlier today. Here comes Satan, playing with my emotions. I posted a funny comment of what happened today on Facebook about my husband, using a way of speaking that I used back home (dialect or colloquialism) and a sister took it in a very unpleasant manner and made a joke out of it. It m...

I found out that there is nothing wrong down in my belly and if I stop these pills I may be freeing myself from the side effects of PPIs, such as Protonix. I have two little lines in my belly and two lumps in my throat from taking the meds. I know my doctor may be mad but, I quit!!! My stomach is pink and well. I just had a bad flare from acid reflux and all of a sudden. I'm a victim or a carrier of GERD. The sad part is that the doctors only want money and really won't help cure naturally. I'm going to be a monitor of my health and no cheating ever. No fried foods but that's for a good cause. Lost 31 lbs and plan to lose more. 314 and 190 is my goal. Yay! Here I come!  Thank you Jehovah God for sustaining me and please continue I'm going to need you always until your new kingdom comes. This may be hard but I'm going to try to stay positive from here on out. DGL and Aloe Vera here I come.

Getting an EDG done, will be under in temp coma, lol. Today I am at Indu Raj Soin Medical Center. It's a beautiful hospital and it's very peaceful. I love the fact that my veins suck lol. Omg, I got poked twice with IV needles. I tell you its no fun, but I think as time goes on this will be standard practice for my unfortunate veins. My in-laws are coming to see me today. My husband, who works in collections, couldn't get the time off to be with me. That really sucks. I met my anesthetics doctor. He will be knocking me out so, if I dont wake. I will make this my living will. LOL. Can we socially do that? Well,  Jonathan will be a supervisor who is in charge of whatever department he chooses. He will have a nice 3 bedroom house with 2 baths paid in full, he will have to pay taxes and insurance and utilities. His family will have their 3 bedroom house remodel and furnished and paid off. Same conditions that apply for my husband Jonathan applies to them. My sister and...

Looking back in time, we all want to change our mistakes and create new opportunities that we didn't embark on before. Time. It's a passing element and we tend to forsake it more than anything before. Time flies fast than a dragonfly and there is no telling how much time we have left. I was looking for something to blog today. I thought about my past and how I can you use it benefit those who are the age that I was before. How can I help them? What could I possibly have to say to them that would be of benefit? So I look back throughout the years. The age of 16 years old. I decide to write lessons I should have learned when I was 16 years old. Give myself the wisdom that I should have listened to before. Maybe this is what you are currently dealing with now, maybe not. If your mother, father, grandparents or other god-parents are deceased, this could be a refresher or a start of motherly advice that I have gotten. Lessons for my 16 years old self. Boys Boys are imm...